konichiwa?
Well.. I was just passing by google.. Looking for a quote that once I heard on H.S. about history and its importance. In Spanish by the way. Anyways, then I reviewed this blog that catched my eyes.. And that’s how I got here. Voilá! This seems a more serious place to blog. And I was actually looking for a new place to blog in because there are some people I don’t want to read me at the common blog everyone blogs in. Now I’m 20. The other blog was about my teenage point of view. Which has change a bit. It’s wider. Anyways.. This is just my introductory blog. And hopefully here, I’m gonna write all my thoughts and make them usefull for anyone that gets interested.
I highly recommend that if you don’t want to read me, just move on. Click “close” or something similar, but dont’t leave obnoxious comments. Take it like grown-ups.
P.S. : if there are any grammatical errors, telling me that I write horribly won’t help. Telling me specifically which is/are my mistake/s will. Have a great day! 
dejame llorar
hay en esta habitacin
tanta pasion
colgada en la pared
Cuanta dulzura
diluyendose en el tiempo
tantos otoos
contigo y sin ti
Millones de hojas
cayendo en tu cuerpo
otoos de llanto
goteando en tu piel
Iluminada y eterna
enfurecida intranquila
sobre una alfombra de hierba
ibas volando dormida
Un imposible silencio
enmudeciendo mi vida
con una lagrima tuya
y una lagrima mia
Iluminada y eterna
enfurecida intranquila
sobre una alfombra de hierba
ibas volando dormida
Con una estrella fugaz
te confundi la otra noche
y te pedi tres deseos
mientras duraba tu luz
Dejame llorar
dejame llorar
dejame llorar
Cuantas nostalgias
durmiendo en el desvan
he declarado mi vida
en soledad
Hago canciones
de amor que nunca olvido
pues sobre nubes de otoo
las escribo
Millones de hojas
cayendo en tu cuerpo
otoos de llanto
goteando en tu piel
Iluminada y eterna
enfurecida intranquila
sobre una alfombra de hierba
ibas volando dormida
Un imposible silencio
enmudeciendo mi vida
con una lagrima tuya
y una lagrima mia
Iluminada y eterna
enfurecida intranquila
sobre una alfombra de hierba
ibas volando dormida
Con una estrella fugaz
te confundi la otra noche
y te pedi tres deseos
mientras duraba tu luz
Dejame llorar
dejame llorar
dejame llorar
happiness
So even though things didn’t come out as I desired.. I’m so happy that you exist. I’m so happy just to know that people like you are around the world. I’m so thankful for you letting me know you and hold you and kiss you and give you my heart. I’m happy because after ALL I put myself through with the thought that I was never gonna feel this again, you appeared out of nowhere and made me feel like your queen. I love you so much that I wouldn’t dare to hurt you like others did. and I feel lucky that you put your eyes on me. you are my other half. I just know it,because it seems that everything around us were just a match.. our names.. together again after hundreds of years.. this is no coincidence… we are a match at names,lolz order knowledge,laughter,signs..you the mind,me the heart and both of us learning of what we slightly lack.. and at the end creating this new being that’s lovely wise. You are my one. And no matter what happens,nothing can change that. no matter what happen to us,I could never stop feeling what I feel for u.. you gave me just happiness and no matter what I’m always gonna be here for you.
for: Alejandro A.G.F.
Written 02/03/09 4:00am
three kinds
So.. I think there are 3 kinds of people that exist in this world: the ones that love you, the ones that dont.. and the pusfags… Let’s start by the ones that don’t love you. Its very simple.. they don’t love you and that’s it. 
which is ok.. no one is obligated to love anyone 
… so still good! Now the ones that love you.. boy they are fighters! They care about every little thing you do,how you act,what boders you,your mistakes,your great stuff,etc.. and still love you. It doesn’t really matter what they say but what they do. Actions better than words. They aren’t dependant of you and they love themselves,too. They are not perfect,they mess up but they truly make up for it. They are real. That’s what my sweetheart is made of and more stuff.. He’s a fighter and a winner.. and a human 
He deserves all my 
Now there are the pusfags! I hate this kind of people. They can love you and want you so bad. They start to feel this beautiful stuff inside them and find even hope of something better.. BUT they aren’t brave enough to risk it all.. or even to let the people they love know that they do. They prefer to throw away all the good stuff thank just take a chance of a 50-50 possibility of being happy for the rest of life or a great part of it. And why? ‘CAUSE THEY ARE FUCKING SCARED! What a gay way to act.. Fagets! I freaking hate this kind of people! I might pretend I don’t know you but I do! Bitter asses.. I hope you burn in hell! Cause like in love, you use gayness in everything the same mechanism! And for added lolz you know what else? After the person the pusfagets used to love decides to move on, then they decide that they want you or love you! AAAAAAHAHAHAHAH! Eat dirt bitches.. Your loss! 
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Written 02/02/09 14:30pm
